South African rapper The Big Hash has left fans deeply concerned after sharing an emotional and candid message about his ongoing struggles in the music industry. The 25-year-old artist, who burst onto the hip-hop scene as a teenager with undeniable talent and promise, now says he’s contemplating walking away from music altogether.
Taking to social media platform X (formerly Twitter), The Big Hash opened up in a series of heartfelt posts that quickly went viral, drawing mixed reactions from fans, peers, and industry observers.
“I’ll be very honest, I’m THIS close to giving up on music fr,” he wrote, suggesting that his passion may no longer be enough to sustain his career in a competitive and often unforgiving industry.
The Big Hash Reflects on His Journey and Mistakes
In his introspective thread, The Big Hash reflected on his journey from a rising teen star to a seasoned artist who feels overlooked despite his talent. He acknowledged how much time he’s spent in the game, even though many may still see him as young.
“People forget I came into this industry young, but I been at this shit for so long. I’ve seen so many people and eras pass me by,” he wrote. “I saw a comment this morning under my new song on YouTube that had me think deep. Bro said I’m talented but guys like me won’t get rich. Did he lie?”
That one comment hit hard, according to the rapper—so much so that it sparked the emotional confession that he may be nearing the end of his musical journey.
Hash didn’t shy away from addressing the role his own behavior may have played in where he is today. He admitted to making mistakes in his early years, especially due to arrogance and immaturity.
“I was super arrogant & big-headed when I was younger. Maybe that last part is still true (in a literal sense lol),” he joked, before getting serious again. “Any good will I had with people who supported me from the beginning, I messed up. I owe y’all an apology.”
While some artists might blame the industry, fans, or circumstances, The Big Hash was clear that he is taking responsibility for his part in the struggle. He acknowledged that while some setbacks were beyond his control, he refuses to shift blame.
“I did that to myself. Fair enough. There were other things that were out of my control that got in the way too, but I won’t mention those. This is me taking accountability for my own actions, not of those who hurt me.”
Despite the emotional tone of his posts, The Big Hash made it clear he still wakes up every day trying to chase his dreams. The question, he implied, is whether those dreams are still worth chasing—or even meant for him at all.
“Don’t get me wrong, I wake up every day fighting for my dreams. But that’s the thing right…are these all just dreams? Maybe it wasn’t meant for me. Maybe it is. Who knows?”
He concluded the thread with a bittersweet promise: he will drop his upcoming tape, a project he feels he owes to loyal fans, and let the chips fall where they may afterward.
“I’ll drop the tape because I owe it to every single one of the people who’ve been with me through everything. Then we’ll see what happens. ❤️”
The candid nature of The Big Hash’s confession sparked an outpouring of support online. Fans flooded the thread with encouraging words, telling him not to give up and reminding him of how far he’s come.
One fan wrote,
“If you are really passionate about your craft, you won’t. Rome wasn’t built in one day, be patient.”
Another supporter added,
“Everyone’s time will come. You might be thinking of giving up just when your career is about to blast off to unprecedented heights. I say, keep on going.”
However, not everyone shared the optimism. Fellow rapper Usimamane weighed in with a blunt message:
“At 25 it’s a wrap gang.”
The comment sparked its own mini-debate about age, longevity, and pressure within the South African music industry. Some argue that young artists are unfairly burdened with expectations to “make it” early, while others believe resilience is what separates great artists from the rest.
As The Big Hash prepares to release his next project, many are wondering what the future holds. Will the upcoming tape reignite his passion and prove his doubters wrong? Or will it be his final offering in a career that, while brilliant at times, has been marred by setbacks and industry challenges?
One thing is clear: The Big Hash remains one of the most talented and introspective voices in South African hip-hop. Whether he chooses to stay or walk away, his recent openness has already sparked important conversations about mental health, perseverance, and the often hidden emotional toll of the music industry.
Source- Fakaza
